March 31, 2013


When i first met you
There were no impossibilities, you said
Your answer to my questions
Was a single i like you.
And with that you unknowingly
Doused years of unbelieving
And all the voices in my head grew quiet.

For love to be love
Must we always count heartbeats?
For i have been childish
And driven you up walls
For not remembering the words we shared.
But now we share heartbeats
And something so beautiful
I believe that is what they mean
When they say your love has roots.

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March 29, 2013

kutty dreams

How often have you wanted the madness to last forever? To forever be crazy and silly. Sadly, it doesn't last forever. Sooner or later, you have to grow up. For some, it is responsibility and a job. For some, marriage. And then, for some, it is having a child.

Yes, being a parent changes it all. So i've heard. And in the last month and a half, i've learnt quite some things too.

When i think of it, i realize i must give up my madness and my fantasies. Must bequeath it to him. It's his turn now. To ride the wind. Dream up stories that range from cheesy to soulful. Chase butterflies in green meadows. Explore dark woody trails.

I have to change roles, become the responsible mom. There are a hundred voices waiting to tell me i'm doing it all wrong. Of course.

I could turn out to be the worst parent ever, but i don't want to be all this. I'd rather ride the wave with him. Rather do all the things i've always hesitated to. I mean, i'm still gonna be the worrywart mom, but i want to be part of his stories, his laughter.

Being a parent really is making the decision to let your heart go walking out of your body..

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